It happens, but hey, it’s normal. You stay attached to someone you really care about - even if you were the one who was hurt the most. It’s crazy, really. But in the long run, you move on. To better things. To better people. People that show you the same care that you show them. People that give you the love that you truly deserve. I promise you that.
life should never be filled with regrets. yes we all make mistakes, but mistakes are meant to be made. it’s what we learn from. it’s where we gain experience and it shapes who we are and how we react to situations in our own characteristic way..
Right now I’m quite content with who I am. I don’t look back and regret anything. I mean there are a few people I cringe at the thought of being part of my life, but really, without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today. And then there’s the ones who I have drifted from who I wish I held onto alot stronger. But I believe that if something’s meant to be, that is any kind of relationship, then it will have it’s own way of working out.
I’m really looking forward to the future. Like 10 years from now, I see myself married with or expecting children. In my first house. In a nice stable job. With my 2 sausages who have just played a big role in my wedding :) and still close to all of my family, cousins and all, have a close group of friends. And still be content!
The next couple of years is really going to set up the rest of my life! which is a scary thought…but i’m excited!! :D I don’t really want to be putting alot of pressure on myself and try and make sure everything goes to plan! I mean if it happens it happens. But if not, I’m sure there’s a reason why. So for now, I’m just going with the flow of things, seeing where life takes me.